Toddlers and God
I think toddlers and preschoolers are
God's way of giving us a little glimpse into what His existence is
like on a daily basis. Let's think for a moment about how toddlers
behave. Toddlers think that the world revolves around them and they
get up each day expecting their needs and oftentimes their wants to
be met. And not only met, but met in a prompt manner. Immediately is
more like it. And if they don't get what they want quickly, they
throw dramatic tantrums and tell their parents they don't love them
anymore . . . . are you starting to see the connection?
Many times when I am correcting my sons
for not obeying me, immediately, I think about how patient God is and
how many times I have made him wait for my obedience. I consider how
I want my children to follow my directions the FIRST time they are
given because they should know by now I am only trying to keep them
safe, save them from pain or bless them, right? They should trust me
by now, right? They should believe that I have their best interests
at heart! After all I've done for them! The nerve of them to disobey
. . .
Then there are those times when one of
my children wants another television show or a second or third bowl
of ice cream and I have to say no. I want them to say, “Okay,
mother, I understand that research shows that too much television and
ice cream is bad for me. The Bible says to honor my mother and
father. No problem. Would you like me to go clean my room and read my
Bible instead?” Don't laugh. I can dream. But we all know that kids
want what they want and when they don't get it, parents are the bad
guys. “You're mean!” or “It's not fair!”, or my all-time
favorite, “I don't love you anymore” are common responses.
Don't we do these same things to God?
We get up in the morning and we know He is our provider so we simply
expect our needs to be met. The truth is we often expect all of our
wants to be met as well and when they aren't we shake our fists at
the sky and say things like, “You're mean!”, or “I don't love
you anymore!” or “It's not fair!” We figure God is a mean God,
withholding blessings from us when we don't get that job we wanted.
We feel life is unfair when a loved one dies, or a baby is
miscarried. We withdraw from God and take our love with us when we
are hurting and we feel He doesn't seem to care about it because He
doesn't choose to solve our problem the way we envisioned it would be
solved.
I am not picking on anyone here. I have
personally felt all of these emotions and I am sad to say I have been
a full-grown toddler on and off for most of my Christian walk. So
what is the solution? I am not sure because I know a lot of this is
because we have a sin nature and we are prone to be selfish and
self-centered. But, I think we need to know what our Bible says about
God. He loved us first. He sent His best to die for us. When we dwell
on these things, we remember His character and we know He wants what
is best and sees what we cannot see and that all things work together
for the good of those who love God and are called according to His
purpose.
So when I am dealing with my young
children this week, and hopefully all of the weeks to come, I pray I
remember my own faults. And instead of expecting them to do what I
say immediately, I hope I will lovingly remind them to obey so that
they may receive the blessing that comes from honoring their mother
and father. May I be a mother worthy of being honored. I hope I will
stand in the face of “I don't love you anymore” and tell them I
will love them forever and I forgive them for saying that to me, but
mommy only wants the best for them. And when they don't get something
they wanted, or someone they love is hurting or dies and they don't
understand, or when God's purpose or plan seems hidden from their
view and He seems like a mean God, I pray they will come to me and I
can comfort them and remind them who God is because I know it for
myself.